Penelope Douglas

I shouldn’t have been having those thoughts about Noah in the shower. I should’ve stopped Kaleb the moment he started. I shouldn’t feel…nervous around Jake Van der Berg. I’m desperate for attention and confused. It feels good. And right now, I want it. Drifting away behind my closed lids, I dive deep into my head, in the dark cave and surrounded by the thunder of water, so no one can hear my thoughts except me. Here, I’m safe.