Susanna Clarke

As I walked, I was thinking about the Great and Secret Knowledge, which the Other says will grant us grant strange new powers. And I realised something. I realised that I no longer believed in it. Or perhaps that is not quite accurate. I thought it was possible that the Knowledge existed. Equally I thought that it was possible it did not. Either way it no longer mattered to me. I did not intend to waste my time looking for it any more.