Citation de bookheart
So this -
This is agony.
This is what they talk about when they talk about heartbreak. I thought I knew what it was like before. I thought I knew, with perfect clarity, what it felt like to have my heart broken, but now- now I finally understand.
Before ? When Juliette couldn't decide between myself and Kent ? That pain ? That was child's play.
But this.
This is suffering. This is full, unadulterated torture. And I have no one to blame for this pain but myself, which makes it impossible to direct my anger anywhere but inward. If I weren't better informed, I'd think I were having an actual heart attack. It feels as though a truck has run over me, broken every bones in my chest, and now it's stuck here, the weight of it crushing my lungs. I can't breathe. I can't even see straight.
This is agony.
This is what they talk about when they talk about heartbreak. I thought I knew what it was like before. I thought I knew, with perfect clarity, what it felt like to have my heart broken, but now- now I finally understand.
Before ? When Juliette couldn't decide between myself and Kent ? That pain ? That was child's play.
But this.
This is suffering. This is full, unadulterated torture. And I have no one to blame for this pain but myself, which makes it impossible to direct my anger anywhere but inward. If I weren't better informed, I'd think I were having an actual heart attack. It feels as though a truck has run over me, broken every bones in my chest, and now it's stuck here, the weight of it crushing my lungs. I can't breathe. I can't even see straight.