Low self-esteem, plus being bullied plus being confused about my sexual orientation led to serious dépression. I couldn't work out whether i was straight, gay or somewhere in between. I wanted to be straight because it was "normal" ans probably been easier
I through it was normal for kids to get bullied. I was at the conclusion that the world was mostly a cruel place so i just kept my feelings to myself and tried to deal with it. This was a big mistake
I feel like i was just living to please other people. Am i depressed? I had nothing to compare it to but i knew i didn't feel happy any more
I'd feel sad and upset before but i had no Idea what depression feel like