La rebelle

Jeezum... What if God was a woman? Would the pope be out of a job? Would the president be a woman, too? And the governor? And the sheriff? And when people got married, would the man have to honor and obey? Would only women be alllowed to vote?

"I'm scared, Mattie. Ain't you?"
I don't answer her. I'm not scared, not exactly, but I can't explain how I feel. Words fail me sometimes. I have read most every one in the Webster's International Dictionary of the English Language, but I still have trouble making them come when I want them to.
Right now I want a word that describes the feeling you get - a cold, sick feeling deep down inside - when you know something is happening that will change you, and you don't want it to, but you can't stop it. And you know, for the first time, for the first very time, that there will now be a before and a after, a was ans a will be. And that you will never again be quite the same person you were.

Pourquoi es-tu toujours en train de lire sur la vie des autres ? Tu ne trouves pas la tienne assez intéressante?